More Batshit Crazy

So, I put on twitter if Kelly Ann Conway was Jesus. Then I kept going crazy more and thinking too much. I was thinking what if Fall Out Boys "The Phoenix" scares the crap out of Trump afraid of what I could do. Then I was thinking what if that songs make you want to jump on horse and lead the troops though hell. Then I was thinking of the Putin pictures, and what if thought about how a man would take his shirt off. And then I was wondering if Putin is one my multi pursonality, and then I was thinking how I always thought a little if Trump was maybe one of mine. Then I was thinking, Putin was Johnathon A. Crow. & Trump was maybe Mathew, and Conway was Elizbeth of the Bethany Elizabeth Mathew. Then would explain how Putin was thought to control the election, b/c I the Former Master of All was bribing people to Trump, a little of the temp of end the world generation. Actually, I'd rather call generation-X, end of the world generation. First, it was suppose to end with 2000. Then there was another hit of 2010 or something. Why not vote for a president that would end it. But back to the wild land. JAC is rank higher that 3 in one person. But then again where is Bethany hiding. But am I in less control & am I just really Bethany any way. Thought it would give Trump another reason to be searching for me like hell. I would say Obama is lying about me, any in reality not in high ranks are suppose to believe I'm dead. I mean the lowest is the highest. Though, another reason Conway would be Jesus. I was thinking if Jesus come now, he's like just be disabled anyway, and yes, I hate to say it but I think Kelly Ann has a little disability in her. Not so much that she can't but not perfect. Or does she have her job b/c she blond, hot, but a little disabled to be a model. But then that reminds me of the pure disabled gal who is a model. There was an article about her wedding like shot. Well, I should just wrap up.

Vampire Chronicles, part II

'Your jacket, this jacket. You are the one who killed my parents, you are the one my parents were protecting me against. You killed them.'
I' love you'
'I loved my parents'
She lets the sword go straight to his heart. Issac laughs in the corner, from above. She pull another arrow out and sends it straight to his heart.
She runs out of the house in tears and meets the carrage outside. Next scence is she being driven away. In the shadow is seen " " stairing after her.

Hate & Headaches

I hate you, and my headache reminds me of how much I hate you. I told myself I needed to leave before I repeated another mistake but I wasn't lucky. Even close. Some person would let me forget my one mistake, and that is frustrating. & yes when the headache fades, and remeat reality, I will forget why I hate. But at the moment I hate you a lot. And there are reasons, maybe they seem crazy and little & worthless, maybe pointless. Maybe I will never be able to process into words how much I hate you. And yes, when the headache fades, I will forget it all. But the thing that is odd, she wouldn't and didn't. In her world there are too many reasons to hate and when my headache is over, those reason will still be there and she will remember them. Maybe, it wasn't me who commanded the world to end, it was just me who remind others that maybe it should end. All I can feel now is that it should again. That everything should come crashing down. And my reason to note command people to again, b/c I love him, accidently, they made out paths cross, and it isn't head over heals, but a goddess who loves her mortals, and says that the pain the feel since the last time I was angry and they jumped on it, they are still suffering, they need not suffer. But my head hurts, and nothing is helping me. Nothing is making this world fall apart. Who needs it standing, if it is causing me this much pain. So, is he trying make me people off health care so they create their own cures. B/c this is crap, if I had the choice I wouldn't waste my money on this crap. But they lie and promise too much. I will have to drown myself in music, since I can't drown myself for real.