You assume as I lay here failed, destroyed. And yes, I have failed, I will always fail, but one thing that fails more is my ability to die. I am not dead, I am not forever gone. As you walk away in victory, I remember and at most, I learn, I learned. As I continue to live, as I continue to learn, I will come back, and I will keep learning. I will over come the mountain, and I try to refuse to climb, but since I can not stop climbing, I learn how to climb, and I learn how to climb easier. Mountains will getting harder and, damn, I am tired of climbing, but I forced to continue, until someone more powerful than me will let me stop. And I promise you that is not you, because you will never know when I will end, no knows, and I pray to stop, but I will continue to climb, so be nothing but careful.
Wednesday, August 1, 2018
Monday, July 23, 2018
7-23-18
I am very angry.
I already know everything, & I mean everything.
But if you go, so what do you know, i'll go I don't know, because I sort of don't but I do know everything and treating like I know nothing.
Damn it, it's the pain of really knowing everything.
I mean, at this moment, right now, even you are keeping a secret.
Those live like they have no secrets, but they do. You see those in TV, who are characters, pretending to hold no desires, no secrets. But that is a character, no created deep enough to have a secret, because they were created to not have any. But even if God has forgiven you, you'll remember. And they will be around. You may annoy me less, unless you pretend because you're forgiven, all is free. You will never be free, but you will be less chained. You made a mistake, it will haunt you forever. But at some point it won't haunt, but only if you use it to learn from you mistakes, but the mistake will have always happened So, you will have a secret, and you have desires. Such ass-filled desires. That is where i start to go crazy, because life is hard, and you living your life trying to control my, control my life into a bigger hole in hell. I am tired. You are a dick, you are an ass, I know all your secrets but because I can't put it into words, I can't yell at you for the way you are all those things. It is hard.
I already know everything, & I mean everything.
But if you go, so what do you know, i'll go I don't know, because I sort of don't but I do know everything and treating like I know nothing.
Damn it, it's the pain of really knowing everything.
I mean, at this moment, right now, even you are keeping a secret.
Those live like they have no secrets, but they do. You see those in TV, who are characters, pretending to hold no desires, no secrets. But that is a character, no created deep enough to have a secret, because they were created to not have any. But even if God has forgiven you, you'll remember. And they will be around. You may annoy me less, unless you pretend because you're forgiven, all is free. You will never be free, but you will be less chained. You made a mistake, it will haunt you forever. But at some point it won't haunt, but only if you use it to learn from you mistakes, but the mistake will have always happened So, you will have a secret, and you have desires. Such ass-filled desires. That is where i start to go crazy, because life is hard, and you living your life trying to control my, control my life into a bigger hole in hell. I am tired. You are a dick, you are an ass, I know all your secrets but because I can't put it into words, I can't yell at you for the way you are all those things. It is hard.
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