Binge-13 Reasons Why

I am trying to binge watch 13 reasons why. The only reason I can come up with is that when it is over, you are tired of making reasons why, there are no reasons why. You know it wants to stop. But you run out of reason, b/c no reason is ever good enough, but at the end, you give up. You don't want to call anyone out, b/c they alone can't be responsible. If so&so wasn't a bitch, if so&so did panic over little thing and act like an ass, if so&so did sit on such a high horse. But they never mattered, they shouldn't have but they did, but they shouldn't have. So at the end, it was just time, Time that was a long time coming and why now is better than later or sooner, who knows, but now it is. & there is never a good reason for now or later, & thinking there where reasons, but that is crazy. I am tired. Is that a good excuse. Hell sounds so temping at escaping to loneliness I already feel. At least hell can't judge me. I have failed, me leaving is better than you making me leave. But I have been a failure my whole life, and hell has been a tempting escape but now vs another now. There is always a new now around the corner.